Long time no post. Yesterday I came back from the beach and it was a nice/familiar weekend!
I'll post something that I really want to share, something that just bothers me a lot.
Yesterday after coming back from a good friend's crib, other friends called me to get some drinks here in my place like at 1am, and I agreed. We were cool watching The Simpsons when I realized (...vomiting, yeah) that I went too far with my drinks. My friends helped me and leave. Later, while I was -still- throwing up like an idiotic in my bathroom I felt so miserable, stupid and immature. I realized, feeling that horrible sensation through my veins, that it's such a wrong, masochistic and stupid activity to do. It's not about not drinking, but about taking control of yourself. But this morning while I was trying to sleep, figuring out a way to avoid my pain, I made a promise to God & myself: to not drink anymore. I know it will be, in fact, a huge rollercoaster to fight against with, but I really don't want a third one (this shit has happened twice). So wish me luck, I'll try my best.. I don't want to be the next Amy Winehouse, plus my liver is a sacred organ, too.. and I don't want to lose it. I think that I must start reducing unnecesarry vibes, activities or actions that decrease my spirit. I know I can do so much better.
Meanwhile, tomorrow I'm starting college. YEAH! So, I'll give my personal review of my first day in it. I feel excited but nervous, too. I still can't believe I'm outta school but wish me luck!
See ya soon!